Sunday, September 10, 2006
Man! todae is one boring day..
Came home early after church telling myself i would study.. end up watching marathon tribute to steve irwin on animal planet and falling asleep on the couch. Cookie had an accident yesterday. Cos the newspaper at her toilet wasn't changed and so she had no where else to do it. End up she did it all over the floor. And i dunno why she got it stuck to her fur too. Woke up at 430am to her whining and saw her lying on the floor beside her crap. Yucks lah. Imagine sleeping next to s*#@. bleh!
Was just chatting with chun hao online just now.. i think our church lacks an emphasis on christian growth.. as in sunday school. Sunday school's always getting replaced by other stuff. I missed the times when we just sit down and learn about God. Past few lessons have been.. well interesting. But's that's as far as it gets. Unlike last time where it was about konwing how God is relevant in your life. Now i kinda dunno where is God's place in my life. I dunno how to apply what i learnt in sunday school cos I dunno where it's relevance lies. I wonder how the rest of the youths feel.. i can't speak for them but somehow, i sense alot of people drifting away. Yet i'm not saying anything, i'm not doing anything about it. What can i do? i need to be fed too, i dun think i'm in the position to feed others. I wonder how pastors and sunday school teachers can keep it up.. i wonder who keeps them in check. Pastor Swee Kee keeps saying she sees a pastor in me.. right now, i really dun think so.. hmm. Oh well. Just a bit of reflections for this boring lil day.
Going parkway for dinner now. Wouldn't it be weird if we meet again. Afterall, we've met there so many times without intending to.
6:13 PM