I miss the old days.. back then when i was just a kid. With not a care in the world. Out there having fun all the time. Only having to study a little when nearing the exams. Enjoying innocent friendships and going out together all the time.

I miss the times when we were still using abenezer chapel, running around behind the church building, catching spiders, picking red seeds. The older we get, the more compicated life gets. I miss the times when we stayed over at friend's houses and when we had youth canps. Particularly the one at Changi.

Everyone is too busy now. Everyone has too many things to do. What's wrong with the Education system in Singapore. Maybe i should migrate too.. yea like that's for me to decide. I feel so empty now, like there's nothing much to look forward to. Studying and Choir.. that's all. JC life is no life. Family tree carnival at VJ was nice. I went on some ride.. i came down with tears in my eyes. I had no idea why. Deborah asked me why i was crying. I shrugged. But now i know. I realised i hadn't been so happy for a long time. Just going up and down in circles on that ride, screaming together with everybody else at sudden drops and jus enjoying the ride. It was pure exhilaration for me on that ride. I was happy again.

I miss my old house at telok kurau. Walking along the cannel to the park. Or to Kembagan MRT, taking a train to orchard to catch a movie with friends. Something quite rare now. Even the holidays are packed.

I miss days in VS. Crapping whole day long.
I miss Japan! Beautiful scenery, disney land, universal studios. NO STUDY!! NO CARES!! Just have fun, eat, and shop and sleep.

Can't wait to go NS.. no need to bother about anything, just follow orders.



Time heals, how long till it's efficacious?