I don't understand, how can one have a change of heart so suddenly...

Between the 11 june to the 24 Aug. I experienced Newton's law of gravity to it's maximum ferocity. They say the truth hurts, i've never believed it till now. Waking up through the midst of tossing and turning in my bed trying to sleep, or checking and re-checking the calender to see what exactly happened on that day.. to find an answer to why you no longer felt for me.

It's amazing how in the morning I can be telling you how much I love you.. you smiled and blew a kiss to send me off wishing me a good day too. Yet on the very same day, you showed me the very other end of the world of emmotions. How your heart had turned cold all in less than 24hrs. 21 August, the day I waited for you to come online, after you said you would, only to find that when you finally did, you had nothing to say. I knew something was not right anymore.

It's amazing how powerful the word of one in authority can be. To take away a means of communication, and in so doing, breaking the thin thread our relationship hung onto. I tried to call, but you weren't home, i waited for you to call back, but you messaged and all you had was a "goodnight". Then, i knew something was really not right anymore.

It's amazing how i can try to contact you through a friend and you can actually tell her to ignore me. 24 august, I knew something was definitely not right.

And now i finally know the truth. I guessed it right. From where you didn't talk to me like before, when 'darling' became rountine, till it was no longer even used, till we didn't even talk anymore.

4 september, I knew you no longer loved me because you told me so..