Wow! Thank God for the turn out at the rally last night! God's message to me was clear and simple. "That thing is hindering your walk with me and i want you to surrender it to me" and also, before i can even hope to bring anyone to Christ, i gotta be walking right with him first. Realised that the past few weeks, i've been a rather lousy testimony. Nothing seemed right. Until last night when i finally surrendered everything, and agreed to settle it with God den i began to slowly see what God can do with me. I learnt today in church too that my Joy is not made complete without Christ. And until i let him take the reigns i will never know what my DNA was wired for. God, you created me, use me lord.
All that i am, All that i Have, i lay them down before you O lord!


On a side note, aiyo! people are too narrow minded. We are just close friends. Maybe it's just my personality that when people are friendly to me, i'll be friendly to them too. In school, church, everywhere. And then people get the wrong idea and start speculating.. hilarious. Oh wells.

To VJChoir, sorry guys, i will most likely not join you for the performance this tues, still on MC and i really can't perform either. Don't want to spoil the PM's concert by coughing at inappropriate moments don't you think. Yet my SL has been very understanding, altough the responsibilty should have been mine long ago to take over the section, but he has graciously continued serving the choir till i am once again fit for duty.