I woke up today at 8.30am. Lina sms me asked me if i'm there yet. Nopes i told her, i'm not going today. I don't feel like going for the bio symposium. Besides, i'm not feeling well. Yup that means i'm not going for choir either. Heard the rehearsal at ite simei was a waste of time anyway. Marcus called me, he sounded disapproving that i didn't turn up for practice today. Oh who cares. For those who bother to notice, i've been faithfully going for every single prac. So forgive me for falling sick just this once. Not like i need your forgiveness.

So, what did i do this whole day. Apart from spending close to 2hrs looking for a new blogskin, which isn't exactly very nice. I watched random tv shows.. read a book.. ate.. slept.. played with cookie.. Oh my, is that all i did ? Wow i had the perfect opportunity to catch up with my school work and i didn't. Why? I dunno, maybe cos i dun feel like it ?

You keep on complaining about how lost u feel in school, like u can't catch up, you want to give up. Well look around ! Hello, what you want me to say ? Can u for goodness sake stop acting like you are the only one on the verge of giving up. I have far more commitments than you i think. And i'm in a more precarious state i think. Stop it please, the next time you start ranting i swear i'll ignore you. Acting like such a pathetic sorry-lil-me. Look around, i'm feeling it too. And i'm supposed to comfort you all this while as you whimper and whine. When was the last time you asked me how i was doing!

It's okay, i will not be affected by that. Everytime someone says to me "you studied?" i shall reply with a "yea, what's wrong with that!" That's if i ever do get around to studying. Just because i make an effort to listen during lectures and remember certain stuff and talk about them, u get a shock and exclaim "wow what a display of intellegence" Am i sposed to feel guilty? Am i sposed to tell you whenever i study ! Get a life ! Go do your own studying.

I'm sorry but i really cannot stand it when people say "You studied ?!" And act like studying is a sin, an improper act, not to be mentioned in public. I'm going to start mugging my way through the june holidays and it's none of anybody's business whether i get straight As or what's after D ? Yah !

A full time student. My goal, straight As for A levels.
To the innocent readers, really sorry you guys have to read this yah, i'm in a frustrated mood today. :)