Okay so i wanted to blog about last sunday when a few of us went out together.. but debo already blogged liao.. hmm.. anyway, we went to watch a film called Singapre gaga at the arts house.. cool ! i've never been there before! Was about common sights in singapore.. got one part about the auntie that sells tissue paper at simei.. i think she very poor thing lei.. but she seems rather happy, sittting in her wheelchair paddling tissue papers, singing her $1 song. She sings christian songs in hokkien to cheer herself up when she's sad too ! so cool, after that i sing to myself too. Makes me happy. We walked around for a bit, go esplanade, met the SC ad-hoc people.. elise joined us at marina, went to play pool.. Oh man Debo so funny lah.. k shall not disgrace her here.. =p kidding. Then we went bowling. Oh man ! That day i on-form man!! so fun! played 2 games, 1st score 141, next 160. That's my best and third best scores in my life !! I was singing inside. Can't remember what songs but i know they were christian songs, inspired by the tissue paper auntie.. haha. Oh and i realised how much we can become a stumbling block to others when we're not careful. Like when i accidentally said something when playing pool. Then i heard debo say to elise "frederick just said... " oops. I didn't mean to ! sorry! argh, gotta keep a closer check on myself from now on. After that weiqin and bear had to rush off. Today bear told me they ran all the way from marina back to esplanade, through the city link to city hall. Crazy people. Sheesh.. So the rest of us went off to get ice-cream.. oh man, i should stop eating so much. Or else cannot pass Napfa, somemore go italy sure eat alot.. haiz. Eh, fishball ?? hmm, nvm. MP3 promotes anti-social behaviour. Especailly when travelling together in public transport. tsk tsk.
Great so now i am totally not focused on my school work. Got mountain loads of unfinished tutorials. So many things happening at the same time. Gotta pack for Italy, gotta pack to shift house, gotta send the dog for grooming. Gotta brush up on songs for choir. Now cannot slack anymore, eyes are gonna be following me. toatlly mixed feelings about being SL lei. Hiaz, it's an honour definetely. But the responsibility !! It's VJChoir lei, not jus any lousy crap choir.. Being SL in vs is one thing.. VJ.. i dream last sat night that i couldn't lead the section.. no one was following me at all.. argh. Sheesh. Stress man. God help me!!
Sat morning followed my parents out for breakfast. They were at loggerheads with each other. As always.. they can't seem to communicate without agression. It's so irritating. I love school, it's peaceful. Mum doesn't speak kindly to dad.. nowadays dad jus sighs and keeps quiet. Sunday morning i got so fed up i said in the car that "i should spend more time at my friends' houses so i can experience a loving and peaceful family, so that i can model after them next time when i have my own family cos sadly i have no example to fall back on" i think that was rather hurtful. i didn't want to say it at first but.. to my astonishment, mum just continued to talk about shifting to the new house, all the administrative stuff. I decided not to bother and took out my mp3 to listen to music.. in the car! I dunno, i find that i can't really talk to my parents.. they either dun wanna know anything or they dunno how to start a convo. I told them something that i never thought i would. That day during lunch at CHIJMES. BGR stuff.. den when i came home my dad was like "hi romeo" Wah, thanks a lot.. I know he's jus joking lah.. but, that's one reason i won't tell them stuff. They dun seem to take me seriously. "Okharna means family.. family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten. " Haha, i love lilo and stich!! Stich so cute.. okay, no link..
Oh wells gotta go.. still got chinese compo, math tutorial, bio tutoiral, chem tutorial, GP assignment, econs worksheet, gotta pack my room, organize my file, start a quiet time journal, think of games for youth camp... "yay"
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Me
Frederick Yeo
Victoria School
Victoria Junior College
06s33
Choir
