So, now that i've moved on from friendster blogs to blogspot.com , you guys can finally have a break from all that irritating automatic emails friendster sends out when i update my blog.. Anyway, it's been 3 months since i entered a real post. Not counting the most recent one in which i was forced to publish by a some "can't wait to know wat's going on with me" people..
I wonder if they really want to know about me cos they are concerned. Or is it so they can have this feeling of being in the know.. Some people gossip too much for their own good. I hate it when people gossip ! I don't like them, i can't stand them, i hate it ! I won't say i hate them as that would be passing a judgement upon them which is exactly what i cannot stand about them. They go all over the place judging people by their appearence, criticising the way they behave, as though they themselves are saints. I have flaws myself, and i begin to wonder what they say about me behind my back.
Somehow school has become a drag.. when u realise the "friends" that you have are not exactly your idea of a friend.
It's also hard to make new friends in my class cos people have already their own cliques, and they have already formed an impression of u. That day deborah sprained her ankle.. Stupid george, ask me to carry her!! it's bad enough people think i'm interested in her when i am not k! so jus shut up !! you put me in such a spot lah ! i don't want to give people the wrong impression and and the same time i don't want to come across as an uncarring idiot..
I felt so at ease sitting with Ann siong, Weiqin, Krishnan and hanteng that day during lunch break. Good friends are hard to come by, thanks guys! Don't need to listen to "character critisism 101". Oh and orientation 2 was not bad.. except the non-OGLS all abandoned ship halfway through.. but i made new friends with people from 06s36, people like me ! Haha ! Ginny, rachel, hui min.. every cell of my body was smiling when u said i belonged with ur class ! haha, sadly i'm not in ur class.. but no matter.. Vj is small enough. After a gruelling 2 and a half months of finding ur place in school i finally found people i can relate to.
Just came home from choir "crazy talentime" aka horny night! Haha basses won !!! cool ! U rock jeremy !! u and ur star wars episode 2.5.. Haha. Suddenly i realise that my life isn't so screwed up after all.. it's a long way to go. Mountains to climb, valleys to venture through.. the road twists and turns but so long as u stay on it, u will never get lost. Smile and the whole world smiles with you.. thanks Johnnie !
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Me
Frederick Yeo
Victoria School
Victoria Junior College
06s33
Choir
